Its so strange...all our lives, we are taught one one simple fact - Change is constant...the only thing that's certain in one's life is that it WILL change...one must be prepared...one must learn to move on...one mustn't hold on so tightly that one can't move ahead....is duniya mein kya lekar aaya tha aur kya lekar jayega, jo itna moh hai tujhe...but still we aren't able to bear the thought of change...bear the turmoil...the uncertainty...why?
Life's taking sharp turns...is it good? is it bad? what will the future unfurl? will I stay up to the challenge? Do I want to take up this challenge? Even if I don't, I'll have to take up the other challenge. Will it help more than taking the first route? If I take the first route, Will I have the chance to back-track? I want a chance to back-track...
The other day, was watching "Taarak Mehta ka Ooltah Chashma" on SAB TV, where one character says something very thought-provoking "Hey Bhagwaan, mujhe utna hi dukh dena jitna main sehen kar sakoon" --though it was said in jest in the serial, i was thinking...Is God really that fair? Or does He always give more pain than the person can handle, so that he (the person) can brace himself for the next disaster in his life? What if the person is not able to handle it? Does it not hurt Him to see his children in pain and suffering? or, seeing that His child is suffering more than He intended him to, He has mercy on him and gives him what he so strongly desires? Does God play Dice?
Or, taking a practical viewpoint of "what we sow, so shall we reap" funda, its all our own doing and so what's the point of even praying to God for all these things?? Itna sochna hi nahi chahiye...'hota hai-chalta hai-duniya hai' types rehna chahiye...? Hmmm?
I have always believed that God is an entity who, like each breath in us, knows us inside out...guides our path, knows our deepest desires and loves them as much as we do...works with us to help us accomplish our goals...our yearnings...helps us keep the candle of Hope alive...wants to see us Happy the way we want to be Happy and Himself feels Happy in seeing us Happy...
I hope God is reading this.