There is a difference...

I may lead a dichotomous existence

Part conservative and part modernistic
Part cowardly and also courageous
Part confident and sometimes, nervous
Part sane and weird too

Part predictable and part in Brownian motion
Part understandable and also unfathomable
Part enterprising and sometimes, lazy
Part emotional and stone cold too

Part motivating and part pin-on-a-balloon
Part grounded and also on-the-moon
Calm in the face of trouble, agitated at the drop of a pin
Part motivated and dejected too

I may lead a dichotomous existence
And you may find it hard to muse
But
I am not a hypocrite
And you should know that too.

There is a difference.