Just thought... (Melancholy Special)

kabhi kabhi lagta hai na...ki language mein kisi cheez ko ya kisi situation ko explain karne ki kitni taaqat hoti hai...it can depict one's state so accurately that its almost eerie...ever heard of kashmakash...

in 4-5 months, life has changed so much...so much...now I cannot look back...am not talking about my wants here...but I have lost the liberty to do certain things in my life...like looking back at my will...like going back to my favorite chapters (psst! I do go back...but that's a secret!) in Life...some of the blockages, I have created...some have been created by my present situation...while some have been created by people who matter...kuch "mere mann" ke bhi blockages hain...main kya karoon?

feel like a man stripped...of his freedom to enjoy his life as he wants...but I know, I had lost it 6 and a half months ago itself...